ok wow, didnt realize that it had been so long since i'd xanga'ed.........
about two weeks ago, the army national guard saw fit to discharge k8ybug. she was give an honorable discharge for a pre-existing medical condtion. i don't quite get army logic... they knew k8ybug had been diagnosed with depression 2 years ago, and has been fine, not taken any medication or seen anyone for over a year.... they let her go all the way through basic training, then decided to discharge her with only a few weeks to go.
the part that really gets me is that they discharged her on july 16th, and yet it will be another 2 weeks before they actually send her home. in other words, she will get home about the same time she would have if she had graduated. i find that very odd. if you are going to discharge her, then SEND MY DAUGHTER HOME!!!
this whole summer has been one big lesson about letting go... about trusting God. i will be 100% upfront and honest, this has been VERY hard. i can't control this situation....i can't do anything about it. i have to just sit here and wait for k8ybug to call me and tell me when she will be home. i do not like this..... it has made me realize how much i crave control, and how little control i actually have.....
keep us in your prayers.... especially that my daugther would come home to me SOON.
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